Friday, November 30, 2007
Today was damn suay... play bowling lose... play RF give ppl PK and die for no reason three times. somemore is by the same damn idiot...
nothing else to write
9:12 PM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Today Was A sad day...It all happen so fast. we were so happy together. but the next think we knew we were near tears..Why is heaven so unfair. Why must this happen now? Why...I know You will feel Sad..I know you will feel pain..but if loving me makes you feel bad then i rather i leave then seeing you suffer..You Bring Joy and Happiness to my life Suhui. loving you was my greatest joy..My only regrets are that we can't really become a couple. That i Can't love you forever..Were You happy when you are with me? Now that You made your choice. I Will Respect It..I Will Always Remember The times we spent together..The Memories Of You Will Always Remain In My Heart..I Will Watched You From Afar..And My Promise To You Will Always Stand..
I Don't Know When Your Heart Will Change..But I Will Be Here For You Always..
My Final Wish is That You Can Always Be Happy..
I Love You Dear..Never Once Have I Regret Loving You.
9:06 PM
As We Held Onto Each Other Hands.
And As The time For You To Leave Draws Near..
My Heart Begins To Crack..
I Really Didn't Want To Let Go...
I Really Didn't Want You To Go...
But I Force Myself To..
Because I Know I Have Too..
As I Whisper InTo Your Ear.
I Have A Feeling That I might Lose You...
When the Time Comes.
Who Will You Choose?
Who Will Your Heart Belong To?
Which Ever Choice You Make
I Will Accept..
Your Happiness Is All That Matters To Me..
I Love You Dear..I Will Think Of You Always..
I Wish You Could Always Be By My Side..
6:22 PM
As Your tears Begun To Flow.
My Heart Begun To Bleed..
How I Wish I was there to Embrace You..
Now As Two Paths Appear Before You..
Which Path Will You Take?
What Choice Will You Make?
All I Can Do Now Is Try Till The End..
I Will Hold Your Hand And Be By YourSide
I Will Carry You Through The Wind & Rain
When The Time Comes,
Whatever Choice You Make,
Whatever Path You Choose To Take,
I Will See It Through With A Smile.
I Will Accept It With A Smile.
And I Will Support You All The Way.
I Love You Dear..Always
7:08 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
This is the lyric of the song thats on my blog now..
It also best describe What i m feeling..
~Akai Namida by Kawada Mami~
A city dyed by the sunset sky and your face from the side-
What are you thinking about, what are you looking at, what are you feeling?
For instance, if we can’t see our future ahead
Then I’ll grip your hand and we’ll run endlessly
Recover your smile and dreams and love and joys
It’s not too late even now
Because no one will blame you
For the physical things, that only those are the everything here
The time of dusk hurries by, making my heart forget
Like how I cut up a busy flow and turned it into a photo
You told me that you love this place and red tears fell down your cheeks
I had a feeling that we wouldn’t ever be able to meet again
Your tears, lies, sadness, and regrets, everything is a proof of that I was here with you
I vow in my chest
That our parting is the beginning of a memory that only the two of us know
Someday, we’ll meet again…
As it is, the whispering voice grows afar
And your shadow is swallowed by the setting sun
Tell me that I didn’t spend any time in vain…
Recall your smile, dreams, love, and joys
And they’ll echo eternally
Because we can’t believe
That the physical things, that only those are the everything here
~end~
6:17 AM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
~A Poem For You~
From The First Time I Lay My Eyes On You,
My Heart Begun To Race..
The First Time When i Talk To You..
My mind became Blank...
As Times Goes By,
And As We Got Closer to Each Other.
I Feel For You..I think Of You Day And Night..
I Get Jealous, And I Get Sad..All For You.
After You Told Me That.,
My Heart Melted..
After You Called Me That.,
My Heart Melted..
How I Wish..
The Times We Spent Together Could Last Forever.
As We Walked Together I Wished I Could Hold Your Hand.
My BeLoved Xiao Tu Zi..
I my Eyes You Are The Cutest.
I my Mind You Are Always There.
And I my Heart There Is A Place For You..
I Love You Xiao Tu Zi..
May I Have Your Heart?
7:36 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Today Went back to sch for CIP..starting i have 1 student..lol but after the break my student dunno run go where le.. so end up tagging with edwin..lol
After that Went to meet Xiao Tu Zi..haha..Today Was really fun because of you..I was wishing that time will stop so that we can spend more time together..I really looking forward to the next time we go out again..hehe.
Now back to RF...HAHAHA
6:04 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
playing RF today then i come across a monster haha... Suhui your cockroach...hehe but dont worry i killed them all.hahaha
here are some pics
A died Cockroach..hehe
Told u i will burn them all ..hehehe
My char.
my char again
And here is the idiot monster that kill me at the mines...lol
5:24 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Today Cmaths again... damn i hate that subject..go work also won't use more then 30% of whats is being taught..but no choice still must study. if fail i Gone..
putting that aside.these few days alot of people bad mood. Some get bad mood over little things some i dunno what. but sometimes i also like that..haha but thats what makes us human..for the guys & girls who are in a bad mood cheer up ok?..
Life Maybe Tough, But at times seeing something in a different way might help lessen the pain or anger..I know i dont have the right to say this.. but Hey What the HEll!!! If you are moody everytime then life will really sucks!!
So Cheer Up.. Express your problems out..Don't bottle everything in..If you can't bring yourself to talk to people.. then the best way is go for a walk. Or vend your anger or pain on errr games...hehehe.. Good luck to eveyone..=D
6:34 AM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
~Just For You~
Like The Stars In The Night
Like The Moon In The Night.
Both Shine Side By Side.
As time Slowly Passes..
Our Hearts Become One.
Even If We Are Apart.
Even If We Can't See Each other..
Our Hearts Will Always Remember This Feeling.
As We Walk Down this path Together..
I Will Always Remember, This Feeling of Love.
10:21 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
~Solemn Wishes~
In A Love That Might End In Tears.
Knowing What The Outcome Might be
Will You Still Chase After It?
At Times When We Watch The Sky Together,
How I wish Time Could Stop..
How I Wish Things Were Different..
The Skies We Saw Together Were Beautiful..
They Were Beautiful Because You Were By My Side..
Every Little Time We Spent Together,
Brings My Heart Closer To You..
How I Wish We Could Never Part..
How I Wish You Could Give Me Your Heart.
As The Days Passes, And The Nights End,
I silently Whisper To You..
I love You..Please Don't Leave Me..
As Time Flows On,
And As The Awaiting Fate Draws Near
I Wish For The Impossible..
~My Heart Will Always Belong To You~
3:24 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Sian Today Rf cannot play.. WHY SIA...Ytd i play no problem...WHy aRRRR
haiz..
Sometimes i wonder what i m doing now..I Know My Feelings For u..But Sometimes I wonder am i doing the right thing?. Knowing That There is Someone else in your heart I Still...haiz..I know i say i know what to do..But Sometimes i m just not too sure myself..Getting to know you was my happiness..but i also wan you to find true happiness..and to find true love..I Wan you to know, I wan you To follow your heart..
And i Will Give you my support..I can't say this out so i just write it out here..If u dont like it tell me i will remove this post.
For Every Tear That U Drop..
I Will Give u A piece Of My Heart ..
To Fill Up The Emptiness in Yours..
Even If My Heart Is Gone.
It Will Beat As One With Yours
My Heart Will Die WithOut Yours.
My Heart Will Not Beat Without Yours.
For Only With You Will My Heart Beat On
Even If I Can't Have Your Heart.
My Will Always Be Yours..
~End~
10:28 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
I dunno what to write..So i thinking I can write it in a poem...
My heart's been thinking..
Words From My Heart To You
I Will Always See You For Who You Are..
I Will Always Love You For Who You Are..
Whatever You Do & Whatever You Did..
It Makes No Differents To Me..
In My Heart & In My Eyes You Will Always Be
My Little Duckie..
You Bring Joy To My Life..
And You Give me Something That I Must Protect..
You Are Everything To Me..
Even If I Can't Be By YourSide Forever,
Even If I Can't have Your Heart.
For As Long As I m Here with you,
I Will Do Anything I Can To Make You Smile.
Even Knowing What Would Happen In The End,
I Will Still Choose This Fate.
Because I Love You..
No Matter What You Decide In The End..
I Will Always Show You A Smiling Face =)
My Heart Will Always Belong To You
9:00 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
A Melody For You
A Melody Has Be Played
A Beautiful Melody It Is.
A Melody That Brings Joy,
And A Melody That Brings Love.
As Time Slowly Passes.
And As The Days come To An End,
I Watched You..And
I Wonder...
In Your Heart Do You Feel The Same As I?
I know I love You.
I know I Want to Be With You.
I know that I Want you to be happy.
But Still I Wonder...
Do you Feel The Same As I Do?
At The End Of this Melody,
What Will Our Fate Hold For US?
10:29 PM
